Thus Far

I haven't really talked much about the pregnancy thus far because I think it's just too hard to even let my mind go there.  Tomorrow is the big day.  We'll have an early ultrasound and should hopefully see a very tiny baby with a strong heartbeat.  It just feels like dejavu though, and I am so afraid that we will look at that screen and see an embryo that stopped growing somewhere in the last couple weeks.  It's really hard to imagine it going anyway but that, but I am realllllllllllly hoping and praying that we see a strong heartbeat!

If symptoms were purely a sign of progress, I would feel quite confident.  I've been more nauseous this go around than any previous pregnancies, waking up all throughout the night to pee, moody, tired, sore boobs, the works!  BUT I know that taking the progesterone alone can cause all those symptoms so it's hard to put too much faith in those. 

We'd really appreciate any final prayers and positive thoughts!  Should have news to share one way or the other tomorrow evening.