I'm a Mess!

I'm just a mess.  Seriously.  I'd like to begin with " I really fell behind with the blog, and I am ready to get all caught up and back on track," buuuuut, I think the blog and I have had a little coming to Jesus kind of meeting, and we all know the truth.  Keli just can't keep up.  I'm done apologizing to myself about it, and I'm done thinking how poor Cooper is such a third child and will never have any memories to read back on his baby years (but seriously, poor kid).  This is me.  As much as I worry and stress over being good at all things in my life, the truth is I'm just a mess.  The whole "the days are long, but the years are short" phase is in full effect.  God gets me through it, and if in the end when all is said and done, I'm pretty sure life will carry on whether or not I documented it through pictures and blogging. 


With that being said though, I do LOVE writing.  I LOVE my kids, my husband, and my life, and I myself enjoy rereading the memories from time to time.  I think after the move, getting settled, and the oh-so-fun kindergarten transition, I was just wiped out!  My mind and body were done, and any free moment I had, I collapsed on the couch or in my bed and the last thing on my mind was sharing any pictures and writing of my exhaustion.  I feel like I'm coming out of the fog though, trying to get my mojo back, and am starting with a clean slate.  There's no way, I can go back and try to recap every fun (and not so fun) family moment that has taken place over the last nine months, but I'm determined to record a few highlights, and lowlights, and then move on.  We will just wait and see how I keep up from there. 


So, kids....in 20 years from now when perhaps you're reading this, please forgive your tired mommy and know that you were and are so incredibly loved, even if I wasn't blabbing about you on the internet.