Dear MJ,
There are often times that I think of writing you a short note in hopes that one day, many years later, you can read it and know just how loved you are. Then, unfortunately, I get busy and forget to put my thoughts on paper. I settle for showering you with words daily and constantly letting you know how much I love you, but today you inspired me and comforted me, and I want to put my gratitude into written form so that one day you can refer back to this, know just how much you touched my heart, and remember what a special gift you have.
Today was a hard day for mommy. I try to hide my emotions from you usually. You are only four, and my "adult problems" are not appropriate to share or burden you with. But today I shed some tears. I couldn't quite contain my emotions, and you witnessed my sadness. You asked me what was wrong, and I simply explained that mommy was just having a "sad day", and that I loved you and I would be fine. You seemed content with this explanation, but you told me that you'd pray for me, and you let Daddy know that everyone should pray for me. You then disappeared into the other room for a moment, and when you returned you declared that you'd just prayed for me and that God told you "it would be alright".
Your tender four year old heart touched mine in a way you probably won't understand for many years to come...until you are an adult yourself. I was humbled and in awe of your kind, innocent and beautiful soul. My prayer for you son, is that this tender heart of yours will not fade as you grow and mature. May you always think of others, pray for others, and love others without abandon. May your faith in God's power to make it all alright be strong and steady. I am SO blessed to be your mommy. Thank you for reminding me today of your mighty love for me, God's mighty love for me, and your wonderful ability to put all things in perspective. I love you, son.
Love,
Mommy
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